Crazy to Insane from Evil

I waited to long to make the right decision.5 years of going back and kept from doing what I knew I was supposed to. Made what happened today nearly Impossible. Holding on for so long and so tight. Made you wanting to let go so painful. Even though we knew it was right. We both put up a good fight. hearts were broken and memories faded. all that is left is the time that we wasted.  Not wasted but that has faded . not wasted because we learned alot of lessons. we grew and matured. became something other than we were. Iam sorry I had to finally let go. I still love you and always will but sometimes love is just not enough. I love you,everyday I think of you. I can only hope you do the same. I knew you loved me but were to selfish and thhought of yourself and left me hurt.
I know you wish you could take iy back and so do I buy its to late. I knew from the start to let go. We could of prevented this pain way before. yet we choose to fight and made it worse.
All I have to say is I LOVE YOU and hopefully someday we can be friends and I can see you happy. Sorry for letting go. I just felt so alone with you there, and I was tired of being hurt.
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