Maybe Im pure Evil and I dont even know.it.
I let things esclade,and then walk away.
If I was Gods I wouldn't do the things I do, I wouldnt desire what I desire
My heart would probally be more on fire.
Im.ghost and I feel nothing
The past left a skeleton behind
A hole burnt in.my chest
And I feel like I have no desgin
I dont want to.be walked on
But I.dont want conflict.
Im stuck, but maybe im just pure Evil.
Yo macklemore this is me,
I am a girl that is going to turn 23,
Otherside really touched my heart
It made me see what I could be
I went to college and finished
Ended up with the wrong crowd
A boyfriend who used, abused
And cheated me.
Did some drugs that wasn`t me,
Became my crutch so he wouldn`t leave.
I should of known the way he hounded
When I told him I was a virgen
He wanted to see
I said hold up, hold up, hold up,
He said nah man come on please
And by the first time he hit me
I was so blind I couldnt see
He took my car,and I wouldn't know where he'd be.Leaving me stranded he even took my house key.
I was so blind I couldn't see.
I would just take another hit
And make and excuse for it.
All that took away my creativity
I moved back in my parents house
Since then the world ain't the same to me
My dreams seem so far our of reach
But everynight I pray to God:
Oh please bring back who I used to be.
Your song took me back to things
I`ve seen.
<3 meshialeray
